You only live this life ONCE.

I bought a snow globe five years ago that represented happiness to me… It was a Christmas snow globe that was sooo big and beautiful. I used to look at it all the time so it would bring me hope… Today was suppose to be a good day. I was having the best day of my life…. And then it all started to shatter when I got into a argument with my teacher and a student… I came home feeling depressed… My snow globe was on my t.v. And I didn’t notice it there because I was so sad and my tv wasn’t working so I got angry and hit my tv as hard as I could and then….. I heard the sound of my hope shatter…. My hope…. My peace….. My happiness….. All gone. :’c I broke down crying on the floor and got some glass stuck in the palm of my hand… It’s now that I realize all hope for me is gone…. Shattered away.

This all happened a few minutes ago :’c I feel so depressed and I’m still crying as I take the time to write this to you guys…. Is all hope gone? Is this a sign that I should just give up?